NY

Utterly disappointed.... The new year is arriving in 3.45 hrs time...

The Coming Year

I heart all my Christmas presents this year!! Except for ONE! oh my gorrrrttt!!! A street DIRECTORY! hahaha.... It's funny la... Cus i always get myself lost.. EVEN in S'PORE! haha... and my direction is always wrong... k.. cus this guy was supposed to send me home after a movie.. we were only at balestier, but went PIE towards tuas and when we're finally back on the right track, he turned into the lane towards TYP cus i was day-dreaming and didn't direct him correctly... hahhaa.... If we didn't lost our way, i would have finished bathing and lying on bed saying good nite.. heeheee... I think that was when he realised street directory is the best christmas present for meee..... (^.-)

I received very sweet and not-exactly-very-cheap presents... awww.... i shld buck up next yr la!!! Be a sweeter fren...

The NEW YEAR is coming... and i seriously CANNOT WAIT!!!! i wan everything to be new and fresh... i wan a brand new life and be a happier person..

10 Resolutions:

1) Find myself the sweetest hunny on earth.. hehe...
2) Continue to laugh non-stop like i always do.. hee...
3) Be a better friend to all..
4) Graduate, need not have to be with flying colours tho..hahha..
5) Find myself a job which i really love..
6) Drink more water.. er... hahha...
7) Cut down on snacks.. and i'm serious!!
8) Save more money la...
9) Not to be too emotional towards everything..
10) DIET!!!

Smile

Smile, and do it like you mean it. To smile genuinely, you have to be genuinely happy with yourself. Don't hide behind your smile all the time. If you are unhappy about something, express your opinion.


Smiling is infectious, You can catch it like the flu.
Someone smiled at me today, And I started smiling too.


A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give.

(^.-)

My cousin is pregnant.... whooohoooo... hahhaa...... oh my!!! so excited!!

Christmas was fine... but presents were amazing!! hahaha....

Hope 2010 will be a better year..

I heard an unpleasant gossip... but wadever!!! hack it...

Pre-X'mas Eve

Tmr is X'mas eve.... Frens from perth are coming!!! They'll be staying @ Carlton... With good luck, they'll get an available room and able to rest till noon... If not, they'll have to wait till the exact check in time which is at 2pm, and which means i'll head down first thing in the morning to acc them... Crystal wanna get a cam... and i knw Fox wanna head to the SHOPS!! BTH... guys also can be hardcore shopaholics la!! He's all so branded.... Crystal said their hse rule is "Anything below $300 cannot enter the wardrobe" haha... cus they share a small hse in perth, so naturally the wardrobe is small too... And i suspect the whole closet is Fox's clothes cus only HE BUYS STUFF THAT IS OVER $300!!

Exam fees are here... Coming $2k... Geez.... and RELC.. think of the stupid place alrdy half sian... Gonna send thru mail.. NOT GG TO QUEUE! i knw gazillion (ok.. too exaggerating) of students will be there...

Sweetie pie Shu Zhen just said something super sweet to me... she actually thought of getting me the blazer i wanted!! Dear, even if it's just a thought, i'm happy like crazy alrdy la! hahaha... I adore people who appreciates me.. And without a doubt, i'll appreciate the person dbl the amt i received!!

No Bean Boozled... So i asked Couzzie to pack a few boxes of normal jelly beans and sweets.... Will use it as christmas pressie for a few of my closer frens..

I need to go think of wad to wear for tmr... hahaha... *excited*

Christmas Wish

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you, BEAN BOOZLED!!
You baby

Classic

Audrey Hepburn's Favourite Poem From Sam Levenson...

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.

For poise, walk with the knowledge that you'll never walk alone.

People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.

Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.

The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows, and the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows!

What The Hell

ANGRY!

The Boozled Beans ARE OUT OF STOCK!!!!! Cuzzie checked in the city and midland... but both places are OOS... haiz... The sales girl said there'll be stock coming in this week, but dunno when and dunno if there'll be Boozled... AND cuzzie will be back on Friday.... Haiz.. well.... wad to do.... Used up all my luck for the year... disappointed to the max... :(

Stuff u just can't resist

Help Me! I've got so many clothes i wana buy onlinE!!! Argh!!!! korean style, jap style, hollywood style!! help help...

Jap:

Oooolalallaaa...

I love the peach pink dress! Picnic, Lunch, GFs meet ups, *sweet*

Anything off-shoulder: mine!

Korean:

Tube dress: bring it baby!

This just looks so comfy and casual..

Hollywood:

I wan her damn blazer!!!

And many many many many many many more!!! I'm stuck in front of the com for hours!! VS, ASOS, F21, TopShop, Sportsgirl... Awwwww.... so many choices, so little money!!! hahhaa.... biting my tongue... clicking the cancel button!!

Just This Much

Ok... A simple picture... Exclusively for the readers... haha...

Finally can rest for awhile.. after all the preparation of tests and assignments... But i still need to practice my MSM so that i can explain with my best understanding.. make sure my classmate knws what i'm talking about.. She was absent due to church camps.. So... it's my job to work dbl hard... We have to graduate tgt!!!

Oh! and i love this...

X'mas is knocking..

Vanessa wants a white x'mas... snow, hot chocolate, laughs, gift exchange, hugs, whispers, stars...

A preview of x'mas gifts for frens!! Peek-a-boo!!!! It's a secret!! haha.. but of cus, those who're receiving this doesn't knw about this webbie... Cus it's kinda private now...

Jelly Belly BeanBoozled jelly beans.
Weird and nasty flavors mixed with regular ones. Makes a great game! BeanBoozled jelly beans come in 20 flavors, 10 weird and wild flavors matched up with 10 look-alike tasty flavors. Is the black jelly bean Licorice, or is it Skunk Spray? Perhaps the blue bean is Toothpaste flavor, or maybe it’s delicious Berry Blue. Think you can tell them apart? We dare you!

You might not know when you will be bamboozled by a weird flavor. A key on the back of each box gives clues to the surprises found inside, but the beans look so similar, every bite will be a surprising dare.

For those who doesn't know what boogers are, they are like mucus.... EEEeeeWWWWWwwwwwwww!!! hahaa.... That's disgusting!! And And AND! U knw wad is skunk? u knw the squirrel that farts? that's it!!! YUCKS! Haha... Won't this be so much fun?! And these are gg to be imported all the way from aussie... Asked cuzzie to bring back almost a dozen of it !! haha...

Last Month Of The Yr

Assignments due this Wed - Checked!

Test coming this Tue - Processing!

Daddy's B'day this Fri - No idea what to get!

Chatters members coming on Christmas - Waiting on Anticipation!

X'mas gifts exchange - Hippie Horray!

Arrival of 2010 - How i wish today is 31st of Dec!

I'm currently preparing for my test which falls on Tue.. OTIA.. Organisational Theory... It's soci cum psycho cum econs.. Interesting yet confusing... Sunny Goh is a funny man.. Very sociable and helpful... He's moving to upper thomson... gonna be my new neighbour!! hee... Gonnna start my LAST year exam time table soon... this is the last time i'm gonna gg to do up a time table... Will make it super grand!! haha... I love art work !! Cards, pressies, school work, nonsense, everything! i would love to do it all by myself... but normally i'll only sit myself down if the person i'm doing for actually makes me think it's worth it... haha... cus i dun do art work for any tom, dick or harry.. So if one day u actually received something from me which is handmade, then u will knw that somewhere in my heart, ur seat is reserved... U'll knw that i've put in 101% effort and am satisfied with it b4 giving it to u... For gals, it's more like if i think u're attractive to me... haha... For guys, i'll only do it for the one i adore.. Frens, i'm sorry... i'll just buy... heee...

I should be back to OTIA now... getting way out of hand!! Muuaaaccckkkkssss... will post soon... stay tune! (#^.^#)

Up Above The Diamond Sky

Vincent (Starry Starry Night) Lyrics

Starry starry night, paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills, sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills, in colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how, perhaps they'll listen now

Starry starry night, flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colors changing hue, morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand

For they could not love you, but still your love was true
And when no hope was left in sight, on that starry starry night
You took your life as lovers often do,
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Starry, starry night, portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the stranger that you've met, the ragged man in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose, lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they're not listening still
Perhaps they never will.

사랑하다 (to love)

수 있는 비밀 영원히 숨기겠습니까?
(Is it possible to hide a secret forever?)

마침내 그는 내가 원하는 것을 얻겠느냐?
(Will i ever finally get what i want?)

나는 좋은 샷과 희망을 최고.
(I shall give it a good shot and hope for the best.)

Miracles do happen... Right?

I'm waiting... waiting for a miracle... No... not a miracle.. it shld be miracless.....
I need a handful of things to happen now.. and i can't afford to lose them...
I've tasted regrets... and i dun wan it to happen again...
whoever it is.. pls... i need the miraclesssss....

I've missed out alot of things on my own will.. Cus it feels the same regardless of whether i've missed it or not..
You might not knw what i'm talking about... maybe... maybe after a few years i might not rmb what is this i've typed about either...
But before things come to light, i need to remain silent.. One day.. there'll be this one day...
Where all mystique will be unveiled and acknowledged..
We shall see...

What belongs to me

Bought pressies for December babies and X'mas gifts.... Not forgetting my X'mas clothes!!! hahahaa...WASTED alot of $$$$$$ la!! I'm not working and i'm spending my savings like nobody's biz!! hahaa...

Steamboat and wine with dawn and michael... michael puts on a lil weight... not alot la... just 20+kg only.... waahahhahahahaha..... Hello~~~~ 20+ ONLY?!?!?! He is too 幸福 alrdy... hahhaa... GF is feeding him well....

Just to make things clear.. I did not end my previous r/s BECUS i'm gg to perth for good after i graduate... True enuff, i'm considering to go over, BUT that's not the reason i ended the r/s... AND, even if i decided to stay, or rather, decided not to go over, i'll still make the same decision... Hope everyone understands...


我坚持的都值得坚持吗? 我所相信的就是真的吗? 如果我敢追求, 我就敢拥有吗?
而如果都算了不要呢?

或许吧或许我永远都不会遇见他, 或许吧或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局, 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬, 我迷信我的迷信

属于风的那就去飞翔吧, 属于海洋的那就汹涌吧, 属于我们的爱该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢不要呢?

是他吧, 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧,他原来就在这里啊

Merry X'mas!

On the first day of Christmas ,my true love sent to me: A partridge in a pear tree.

On the second day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the third day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the fourth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the fifth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the sixth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the seventh day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the eighth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Eight maids a milking, Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the ninth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a milking, Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the tenth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Ten lords a leaping, Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a milking, Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the eleventh day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Eleven pipers piping, Ten lords a leaping, Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a milking, Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the twelfth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Twelve drummers drumming, Eleven pipers piping, Ten lords a leaping, Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a milking, Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.