Oct/Nov Babies

7 scorpions!!! In oct and nov... hahaha... but luckily i'll only be celebrating with a few.... if not... i'll have to dig into my piggy bank!!

Exams are drawing near!! And i'm still nua-ing... still eyes-on-dramas, still snacking non-stop, still enjoying life!! hahaha...

Gonna go find pressie for frens ltr!!

And opps! the pressie i got for alex still has it's security tag on!! haa...

OH! and my dearest Elaine is tgt with Joey now!!! FINALLY!! AFTER 8 YEARS!! congrats!! Everything will work out just fine... i just knw it...

Hmm... Winnie is busy with her bf now... wonder if she's happy or if she's doing well... wonder if this bf of hers is making her laugh... wonder wonder...

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If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There's nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart. If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him/her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.

How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if lives and ways are different. If you fall in love with another, and he/she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame, let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world ard you in anyway you can.

Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.

Love always has been and always will be a mystery.

Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.

"If you want to be happy, be."

Friend

I have a fren. A fren who's committed something he shouldn't have. And he's bearing the responsibilities now. I can't help but feel sad for him, feel sad for his love ones... But we are all gonna wait for him and we'll get back tgt one day. Cheers bro!

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Recent nights.

I can't sleep.

I ponder.

If i should say.

Cause time has a habit of slipping away.

But it always ended up with, " whatever. forget it."

Fittings

Doing nothing much recently... shop...shop... and still shop....hahaa.... Ready to get my iphone y'day... but due to some stupid reasons, i need to wait till next jan.... SIAN...

Feel like gg to the beach one day.... to get some sun... but not tan... haha....

And yes, i met minnie mouse in school the other day... hey girl, u look like minnie, esp. with the specs!! haha.... Awww... i missed namly days... hahhaa... UOL life is so tough... haiz.... God! throw some ans down, please~!

Just soommmme updates

Think i'll hold on to doing my hair...cus i'm still in a dilemma...haha... Met up with Jerlyn, she's my confidante... she makes me wanna let go of my heart and just vomit everything that has been accumulated down deep in the heart... Precious lil woman...

Met up with high school frens... still as crazy... still as funny.... still as bo liao.... wahaha....

Winnie has a new boyfriend... fast huh... haha... but i'm glad for her... she's in good hands... i supposed?

Finally started to revise my work... phew.... felt slightly better... hahaa...

I have TWO damn big ulcers!! and i can't talk!! nor eat properly.... geez.... so painful... must be those macadamias and pistachios!! and pringles!! and chocs!!! hahaha....

Watching some korean drama now...heehee... so funny... It's called 媳妇的全盛时代... hee...

Hair problem

I think i'm gg to fix my hair.... wahaha... i think i've got no where to spend my money on... hahaa... geez....

Wait till u see my new hairstyle~ Till then, tata!!

Scrap scrap scrap

This is the latest scrap piece... nothing better to do...wahaha... Maybe i should really engage in some activity, or hobby... like yoga? swim? gym? pilates?

I have to start studying for my last 4 papers now... If not, i won't have a sense of security... Christmas week will be busy, CNY week will be busy, so many occasions to celebrate!

I need to do a couple of things b4 2009 ends... Ah! and i have to prepare for 2010's resolutions! Bought a super duper sweet+cute+meaningful calendar from perth for 2010! Can't wait to start using it!!!

Throwing a hissy fit

Never Underestimate the Power of a "Hissy Fit".

Life is all about give and take. But some issues can't be compromised. When the situation calls for drastic and dramatic measures, you have to draw a line in the sand, climb up on a soapbox, and protect the hill you're willing to die on.

It's not easy....anything worth fighting for never is. But the most noble thing you can do is stand up for what is right, no matter the cost.

The problem is your voice can drown amid the roar of the masses.

Once in a while you have to stomp your feet, scream at the top of your lungs, and throw a few lightning blots to be heard. Never underestimate the power of a "hissy fit".

Turning Ard

I'm reading this book called Little Women... Nice..Sweet...

Had a drink with a friend last night... it looks like everything is back to square 1 now...funny isn't it... haa...but it's cool... (^.-)

Damn! i've 3 classes that have been postponed to 3 sundays!!! who goes to school on sundays?!?! well, whatever...

Wonder how is it like now back in perth... Is everyone doing good? Are the staff's holiday working visa ending, and they have to go back to their country soon? Has anyone graduated? How are my sweeties doing? It's only a couple of weeks and i'm alrdy missing them...

Christmas this year is an occasion to look forward to...

Ugly Truth

Mike: You're all about comfort and efficiency!
Abby Richter: What's wrong with comfort and efficiency?
Mike: Well nothing, except no one wants to f*** it.

It has been awhile since i last stepped into a movie theater...

Life is smooth and easy... I'm not totally enjoying it, cus i've got lots of empty blanks to fill.. But i'm definitely catching up on it.. and getting use to it day by day...

8 more months before i actually graduate.. I have lots to think about.. time flies.. just like a blink of an eye.. now, it's time to think about the future.. the pathway and the direction... But it's good, cus doing this alone makes it simpler and faster...

BGF - Best Girl Friends

Anyone who says she doesn't need a girlfriend just hasn't found a good one yet...

....But that's not my problem - I have two!

If you want rainbows, you gotta have rain..

In a perfect world, everything would always go right. There would be no disappointments or trials, and life would be filled with only sweet, warm, and fuzzy feelings.

But how would we know if things were good if we had no comparison? Would we recognize the blessings in our lives without having the opposite to compare them to? Without the darkness, would we appreciate the light?

Seems to me if we want rainbows, we gotta have rain. the trick is to pull ourselves up by our bootstraps and go look for puddles to play in; recognize the tempest for what it is and train ourselves to look for the good in very situation.

By overcoming our adversity, we find the joy in everything. So go on, go play in the rain!

Interesting Article

Interesting article written by someone...

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.

They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.

It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.”

Beautiful

Today's post:

Pretending to be a NORMAL PERSON day after day is exhausting.

William Shakespeare wrote, "This above all: to thine ownself be true." Boy, did he nail it on the head!

Alot of us go through phases where we think we have to be, act, and look like everyone else in order to fit in. I tried it, and it didn't work. Now i realise God doesn't want an orchestra of identical instruments all playing the same tune, so i let go of the status quo and decided to just be me.

Besides, pretending to be a normal person day after day is exhausting!