NY

Utterly disappointed.... The new year is arriving in 3.45 hrs time...

The Coming Year

I heart all my Christmas presents this year!! Except for ONE! oh my gorrrrttt!!! A street DIRECTORY! hahaha.... It's funny la... Cus i always get myself lost.. EVEN in S'PORE! haha... and my direction is always wrong... k.. cus this guy was supposed to send me home after a movie.. we were only at balestier, but went PIE towards tuas and when we're finally back on the right track, he turned into the lane towards TYP cus i was day-dreaming and didn't direct him correctly... hahhaa.... If we didn't lost our way, i would have finished bathing and lying on bed saying good nite.. heeheee... I think that was when he realised street directory is the best christmas present for meee..... (^.-)

I received very sweet and not-exactly-very-cheap presents... awww.... i shld buck up next yr la!!! Be a sweeter fren...

The NEW YEAR is coming... and i seriously CANNOT WAIT!!!! i wan everything to be new and fresh... i wan a brand new life and be a happier person..

10 Resolutions:

1) Find myself the sweetest hunny on earth.. hehe...
2) Continue to laugh non-stop like i always do.. hee...
3) Be a better friend to all..
4) Graduate, need not have to be with flying colours tho..hahha..
5) Find myself a job which i really love..
6) Drink more water.. er... hahha...
7) Cut down on snacks.. and i'm serious!!
8) Save more money la...
9) Not to be too emotional towards everything..
10) DIET!!!

Smile

Smile, and do it like you mean it. To smile genuinely, you have to be genuinely happy with yourself. Don't hide behind your smile all the time. If you are unhappy about something, express your opinion.


Smiling is infectious, You can catch it like the flu.
Someone smiled at me today, And I started smiling too.


A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give.

(^.-)

My cousin is pregnant.... whooohoooo... hahhaa...... oh my!!! so excited!!

Christmas was fine... but presents were amazing!! hahaha....

Hope 2010 will be a better year..

I heard an unpleasant gossip... but wadever!!! hack it...

Pre-X'mas Eve

Tmr is X'mas eve.... Frens from perth are coming!!! They'll be staying @ Carlton... With good luck, they'll get an available room and able to rest till noon... If not, they'll have to wait till the exact check in time which is at 2pm, and which means i'll head down first thing in the morning to acc them... Crystal wanna get a cam... and i knw Fox wanna head to the SHOPS!! BTH... guys also can be hardcore shopaholics la!! He's all so branded.... Crystal said their hse rule is "Anything below $300 cannot enter the wardrobe" haha... cus they share a small hse in perth, so naturally the wardrobe is small too... And i suspect the whole closet is Fox's clothes cus only HE BUYS STUFF THAT IS OVER $300!!

Exam fees are here... Coming $2k... Geez.... and RELC.. think of the stupid place alrdy half sian... Gonna send thru mail.. NOT GG TO QUEUE! i knw gazillion (ok.. too exaggerating) of students will be there...

Sweetie pie Shu Zhen just said something super sweet to me... she actually thought of getting me the blazer i wanted!! Dear, even if it's just a thought, i'm happy like crazy alrdy la! hahaha... I adore people who appreciates me.. And without a doubt, i'll appreciate the person dbl the amt i received!!

No Bean Boozled... So i asked Couzzie to pack a few boxes of normal jelly beans and sweets.... Will use it as christmas pressie for a few of my closer frens..

I need to go think of wad to wear for tmr... hahaha... *excited*

Christmas Wish

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you, BEAN BOOZLED!!
You baby

Classic

Audrey Hepburn's Favourite Poem From Sam Levenson...

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.

For poise, walk with the knowledge that you'll never walk alone.

People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.

Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.

The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows, and the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows!

What The Hell

ANGRY!

The Boozled Beans ARE OUT OF STOCK!!!!! Cuzzie checked in the city and midland... but both places are OOS... haiz... The sales girl said there'll be stock coming in this week, but dunno when and dunno if there'll be Boozled... AND cuzzie will be back on Friday.... Haiz.. well.... wad to do.... Used up all my luck for the year... disappointed to the max... :(

Stuff u just can't resist

Help Me! I've got so many clothes i wana buy onlinE!!! Argh!!!! korean style, jap style, hollywood style!! help help...

Jap:

Oooolalallaaa...

I love the peach pink dress! Picnic, Lunch, GFs meet ups, *sweet*

Anything off-shoulder: mine!

Korean:

Tube dress: bring it baby!

This just looks so comfy and casual..

Hollywood:

I wan her damn blazer!!!

And many many many many many many more!!! I'm stuck in front of the com for hours!! VS, ASOS, F21, TopShop, Sportsgirl... Awwwww.... so many choices, so little money!!! hahhaa.... biting my tongue... clicking the cancel button!!

Just This Much

Ok... A simple picture... Exclusively for the readers... haha...

Finally can rest for awhile.. after all the preparation of tests and assignments... But i still need to practice my MSM so that i can explain with my best understanding.. make sure my classmate knws what i'm talking about.. She was absent due to church camps.. So... it's my job to work dbl hard... We have to graduate tgt!!!

Oh! and i love this...

X'mas is knocking..

Vanessa wants a white x'mas... snow, hot chocolate, laughs, gift exchange, hugs, whispers, stars...

A preview of x'mas gifts for frens!! Peek-a-boo!!!! It's a secret!! haha.. but of cus, those who're receiving this doesn't knw about this webbie... Cus it's kinda private now...

Jelly Belly BeanBoozled jelly beans.
Weird and nasty flavors mixed with regular ones. Makes a great game! BeanBoozled jelly beans come in 20 flavors, 10 weird and wild flavors matched up with 10 look-alike tasty flavors. Is the black jelly bean Licorice, or is it Skunk Spray? Perhaps the blue bean is Toothpaste flavor, or maybe it’s delicious Berry Blue. Think you can tell them apart? We dare you!

You might not know when you will be bamboozled by a weird flavor. A key on the back of each box gives clues to the surprises found inside, but the beans look so similar, every bite will be a surprising dare.

For those who doesn't know what boogers are, they are like mucus.... EEEeeeWWWWWwwwwwwww!!! hahaa.... That's disgusting!! And And AND! U knw wad is skunk? u knw the squirrel that farts? that's it!!! YUCKS! Haha... Won't this be so much fun?! And these are gg to be imported all the way from aussie... Asked cuzzie to bring back almost a dozen of it !! haha...

Last Month Of The Yr

Assignments due this Wed - Checked!

Test coming this Tue - Processing!

Daddy's B'day this Fri - No idea what to get!

Chatters members coming on Christmas - Waiting on Anticipation!

X'mas gifts exchange - Hippie Horray!

Arrival of 2010 - How i wish today is 31st of Dec!

I'm currently preparing for my test which falls on Tue.. OTIA.. Organisational Theory... It's soci cum psycho cum econs.. Interesting yet confusing... Sunny Goh is a funny man.. Very sociable and helpful... He's moving to upper thomson... gonna be my new neighbour!! hee... Gonnna start my LAST year exam time table soon... this is the last time i'm gonna gg to do up a time table... Will make it super grand!! haha... I love art work !! Cards, pressies, school work, nonsense, everything! i would love to do it all by myself... but normally i'll only sit myself down if the person i'm doing for actually makes me think it's worth it... haha... cus i dun do art work for any tom, dick or harry.. So if one day u actually received something from me which is handmade, then u will knw that somewhere in my heart, ur seat is reserved... U'll knw that i've put in 101% effort and am satisfied with it b4 giving it to u... For gals, it's more like if i think u're attractive to me... haha... For guys, i'll only do it for the one i adore.. Frens, i'm sorry... i'll just buy... heee...

I should be back to OTIA now... getting way out of hand!! Muuaaaccckkkkssss... will post soon... stay tune! (#^.^#)

Up Above The Diamond Sky

Vincent (Starry Starry Night) Lyrics

Starry starry night, paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills, sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills, in colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how, perhaps they'll listen now

Starry starry night, flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colors changing hue, morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand

For they could not love you, but still your love was true
And when no hope was left in sight, on that starry starry night
You took your life as lovers often do,
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Starry, starry night, portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the stranger that you've met, the ragged man in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose, lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they're not listening still
Perhaps they never will.

사랑하다 (to love)

수 있는 비밀 영원히 숨기겠습니까?
(Is it possible to hide a secret forever?)

마침내 그는 내가 원하는 것을 얻겠느냐?
(Will i ever finally get what i want?)

나는 좋은 샷과 희망을 최고.
(I shall give it a good shot and hope for the best.)

Miracles do happen... Right?

I'm waiting... waiting for a miracle... No... not a miracle.. it shld be miracless.....
I need a handful of things to happen now.. and i can't afford to lose them...
I've tasted regrets... and i dun wan it to happen again...
whoever it is.. pls... i need the miraclesssss....

I've missed out alot of things on my own will.. Cus it feels the same regardless of whether i've missed it or not..
You might not knw what i'm talking about... maybe... maybe after a few years i might not rmb what is this i've typed about either...
But before things come to light, i need to remain silent.. One day.. there'll be this one day...
Where all mystique will be unveiled and acknowledged..
We shall see...

What belongs to me

Bought pressies for December babies and X'mas gifts.... Not forgetting my X'mas clothes!!! hahahaa...WASTED alot of $$$$$$ la!! I'm not working and i'm spending my savings like nobody's biz!! hahaa...

Steamboat and wine with dawn and michael... michael puts on a lil weight... not alot la... just 20+kg only.... waahahhahahahaha..... Hello~~~~ 20+ ONLY?!?!?! He is too 幸福 alrdy... hahhaa... GF is feeding him well....

Just to make things clear.. I did not end my previous r/s BECUS i'm gg to perth for good after i graduate... True enuff, i'm considering to go over, BUT that's not the reason i ended the r/s... AND, even if i decided to stay, or rather, decided not to go over, i'll still make the same decision... Hope everyone understands...


我坚持的都值得坚持吗? 我所相信的就是真的吗? 如果我敢追求, 我就敢拥有吗?
而如果都算了不要呢?

或许吧或许我永远都不会遇见他, 或许吧或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局, 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬, 我迷信我的迷信

属于风的那就去飞翔吧, 属于海洋的那就汹涌吧, 属于我们的爱该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢不要呢?

是他吧, 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧,他原来就在这里啊

Merry X'mas!

On the first day of Christmas ,my true love sent to me: A partridge in a pear tree.

On the second day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the third day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the fourth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the fifth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the sixth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the seventh day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the eighth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Eight maids a milking, Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the ninth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a milking, Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the tenth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Ten lords a leaping, Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a milking, Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the eleventh day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Eleven pipers piping, Ten lords a leaping, Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a milking, Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

On the twelfth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me: Twelve drummers drumming, Eleven pipers piping, Ten lords a leaping, Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a milking, Seven swans a swimming, Six geese a laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French Hens, Two turtle doves And a Partridge in a pear tree.

It's Raining

Watched Ninja Assassin y'day... NICE! Rain's bod is speechless... his acting is amazing... his English is good! The whole show was fantastic! haha.. I really wouldn't mind watching it again... hahah.... Wanted to catch 2012.. BUT ALL SOLD OUT! Almost everywhere! haha... But.. blessing in disguise... Ninja was a good catch!

Watching julie and julia online now... heeeheee... *sweet*

Exchanging christmas pressies with frens!! So excited!! I LOVE HOLIDAYS! And i alrdy missed travelling... hahhaa...

Butterflies fluttered.... Heartbeat raced... Cheeks flushed... Words entangled... Eyes focused.. Sweet thoughts...

All the best

(^.^) smiling at shaun's new found girlfriend... she was from DMS too, i supposed? haha... was a lil surprised cus everything happened so fast... as in... feelings developed like F-16... Sooooo fast.... haha... Nonetheless, i'm happy for him...

SO, it's time for me to start dating now... haha...i've done my job well by not dating until he does... Cus i knw i was too mean b4... So, to reduce my guilt, i told myself not to think of having a new r/s until he has one... hmmm... grin grin... hahaa... who's the next one up in the line? haha... (as if there's alot)

Gonna study a lil now... i'll type again...

Happy Girl

Had a little celebration for Mr. Ho's birthday a couple of weeks ago... And recently, he was kind enuff to come over and pass me some egg tarts which his parents had bought from overseas.. Thank you.. (^.-)

On an usual ride for lunch on a sunday afternoon with my family, my mum brought this up, " why aren't you partying nowadays?"

Then it struck my mind.. hmmm... why aren't i gg for parties and coming home late at night?? Dress as low and short as it can go... make-up so thick that it might just crack everytime i speak... THEN i realise...... I'm getting old..... not the old old... but the over-the-party-days-old....

I know, i know... i just ranted a couple of entries ago that i wanna get going 24hrs a day... i know.... But sitting here... right now... thinking about life... makes me calm....makes me relax.... makes me think that sometimes I do like to just watch movies occasionally... meet frens up for a drink in the evenings... shopping with sweets.... hide under my comfy blanket in the day... go for classes and come straight home to see my darling puppy.... So warm and comfortable....

And i do look forward to seeing the work-world too... I wanna experience a different life and be as happy as i can... It's only up till now then i realise, being happy is beautiful... it's contagious... it's sexy... it's confidence... it's all one should just ask for....

Let me share some lover's wits... laugh and be a happy person.. (^.-) :

My husband said he needed more space, so i locked him outside.

There's not much difference between kipnapping and marrying. You get snatched from your parents - but in a marriage, nobody offers a reward.

Gay marriage will never work. It's difficult enuff when you have even one man in a marriage.

When a man steals your wife, there's no better revenge than to let him keep her.

Even if man could understand women, he still wouldn't believe it.

.......Stay tune for more!

Movies Marathon

Forgetting sarah marshall was nice! And what's better? Couples Retreat will be showing on the 3rd of Dec!!! Part 2 of forgetting sarah!! so funny!! i wanna watch!!

AND sex and the city 2 will be released next year May! can't wait!! altho it's exams period.. haha... DUN CARE!!

Wat else?! Alvin and the chipmunks 2!!!! haha... On 24th Dec !!!

And? Iron man 2!! haha... 30 april next year...

And many many many more good movies to come!! How cool is that?!?! So, support the theatres!! skip the downloads!! if not, we'll have to act it ourselves in the future!! hahaa....

Thoughts

I'm not really blogging... wahaha... i just wanna rant... but i'm afraid to do so... cus u knw, it's a public site, and it's not really good to jot down unpleasant stuff that's going on... cus one year later, u look back at it, u'll feel stupid.. real stupid.. i have that kind of feeling before... haha... so.. well, i'm just gg to touch and go... at least i ranted..heehee..

I'm lazy! lazy lazy lazy... lazy to start doing anything! I'm so relax that i somehow dislike the way it is now... i like to be busy... i like to say "24 hrs is not enuff!", i like ppl to rush me, i like the sense of urgency, i like to prepare..to to to be in a process of something... NOT idling, not thinking what to do later, not scrolling down the contact list, not looking at the time every once in a while, not being able to type this now!

One test and one assignment down... 14 more to go! Exams in 6 months time... *knocking my own head* "wake up! do or die! MUST GRADUATE!!"

Updates

Relatives from hk came to visit... photos up on facebook!

Received an interview slot.... contemplating whether i shld go...

Face itches easily these few days... Dunno what's happening... SIAN...

Watched Saw 6... Not as scary anymore.... but still, a good movie..

Had my Strategy test, unbelievably difficult..haha... but at least managed to do half of it...

Need to do alot of things.. go on a diet, do something to my itchy face, study study study, grow my hair, save more money! (altho i've got no plans on how to use the money yet.. but i just wan it to grow in my bank.. it makes me high!! haha...) And lastly, buy more yakult...heeheee...

Oct/Nov Babies

7 scorpions!!! In oct and nov... hahaha... but luckily i'll only be celebrating with a few.... if not... i'll have to dig into my piggy bank!!

Exams are drawing near!! And i'm still nua-ing... still eyes-on-dramas, still snacking non-stop, still enjoying life!! hahaha...

Gonna go find pressie for frens ltr!!

And opps! the pressie i got for alex still has it's security tag on!! haa...

OH! and my dearest Elaine is tgt with Joey now!!! FINALLY!! AFTER 8 YEARS!! congrats!! Everything will work out just fine... i just knw it...

Hmm... Winnie is busy with her bf now... wonder if she's happy or if she's doing well... wonder if this bf of hers is making her laugh... wonder wonder...

Untitled

If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There's nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart. If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him/her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.

How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if lives and ways are different. If you fall in love with another, and he/she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame, let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world ard you in anyway you can.

Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.

Love always has been and always will be a mystery.

Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.

"If you want to be happy, be."

Friend

I have a fren. A fren who's committed something he shouldn't have. And he's bearing the responsibilities now. I can't help but feel sad for him, feel sad for his love ones... But we are all gonna wait for him and we'll get back tgt one day. Cheers bro!

?

Recent nights.

I can't sleep.

I ponder.

If i should say.

Cause time has a habit of slipping away.

But it always ended up with, " whatever. forget it."

Fittings

Doing nothing much recently... shop...shop... and still shop....hahaa.... Ready to get my iphone y'day... but due to some stupid reasons, i need to wait till next jan.... SIAN...

Feel like gg to the beach one day.... to get some sun... but not tan... haha....

And yes, i met minnie mouse in school the other day... hey girl, u look like minnie, esp. with the specs!! haha.... Awww... i missed namly days... hahhaa... UOL life is so tough... haiz.... God! throw some ans down, please~!

Just soommmme updates

Think i'll hold on to doing my hair...cus i'm still in a dilemma...haha... Met up with Jerlyn, she's my confidante... she makes me wanna let go of my heart and just vomit everything that has been accumulated down deep in the heart... Precious lil woman...

Met up with high school frens... still as crazy... still as funny.... still as bo liao.... wahaha....

Winnie has a new boyfriend... fast huh... haha... but i'm glad for her... she's in good hands... i supposed?

Finally started to revise my work... phew.... felt slightly better... hahaa...

I have TWO damn big ulcers!! and i can't talk!! nor eat properly.... geez.... so painful... must be those macadamias and pistachios!! and pringles!! and chocs!!! hahaha....

Watching some korean drama now...heehee... so funny... It's called 媳妇的全盛时代... hee...

Hair problem

I think i'm gg to fix my hair.... wahaha... i think i've got no where to spend my money on... hahaa... geez....

Wait till u see my new hairstyle~ Till then, tata!!

Scrap scrap scrap

This is the latest scrap piece... nothing better to do...wahaha... Maybe i should really engage in some activity, or hobby... like yoga? swim? gym? pilates?

I have to start studying for my last 4 papers now... If not, i won't have a sense of security... Christmas week will be busy, CNY week will be busy, so many occasions to celebrate!

I need to do a couple of things b4 2009 ends... Ah! and i have to prepare for 2010's resolutions! Bought a super duper sweet+cute+meaningful calendar from perth for 2010! Can't wait to start using it!!!

Throwing a hissy fit

Never Underestimate the Power of a "Hissy Fit".

Life is all about give and take. But some issues can't be compromised. When the situation calls for drastic and dramatic measures, you have to draw a line in the sand, climb up on a soapbox, and protect the hill you're willing to die on.

It's not easy....anything worth fighting for never is. But the most noble thing you can do is stand up for what is right, no matter the cost.

The problem is your voice can drown amid the roar of the masses.

Once in a while you have to stomp your feet, scream at the top of your lungs, and throw a few lightning blots to be heard. Never underestimate the power of a "hissy fit".

Turning Ard

I'm reading this book called Little Women... Nice..Sweet...

Had a drink with a friend last night... it looks like everything is back to square 1 now...funny isn't it... haa...but it's cool... (^.-)

Damn! i've 3 classes that have been postponed to 3 sundays!!! who goes to school on sundays?!?! well, whatever...

Wonder how is it like now back in perth... Is everyone doing good? Are the staff's holiday working visa ending, and they have to go back to their country soon? Has anyone graduated? How are my sweeties doing? It's only a couple of weeks and i'm alrdy missing them...

Christmas this year is an occasion to look forward to...

Ugly Truth

Mike: You're all about comfort and efficiency!
Abby Richter: What's wrong with comfort and efficiency?
Mike: Well nothing, except no one wants to f*** it.

It has been awhile since i last stepped into a movie theater...

Life is smooth and easy... I'm not totally enjoying it, cus i've got lots of empty blanks to fill.. But i'm definitely catching up on it.. and getting use to it day by day...

8 more months before i actually graduate.. I have lots to think about.. time flies.. just like a blink of an eye.. now, it's time to think about the future.. the pathway and the direction... But it's good, cus doing this alone makes it simpler and faster...

BGF - Best Girl Friends

Anyone who says she doesn't need a girlfriend just hasn't found a good one yet...

....But that's not my problem - I have two!

If you want rainbows, you gotta have rain..

In a perfect world, everything would always go right. There would be no disappointments or trials, and life would be filled with only sweet, warm, and fuzzy feelings.

But how would we know if things were good if we had no comparison? Would we recognize the blessings in our lives without having the opposite to compare them to? Without the darkness, would we appreciate the light?

Seems to me if we want rainbows, we gotta have rain. the trick is to pull ourselves up by our bootstraps and go look for puddles to play in; recognize the tempest for what it is and train ourselves to look for the good in very situation.

By overcoming our adversity, we find the joy in everything. So go on, go play in the rain!

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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.

They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.

It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.”

Beautiful

Today's post:

Pretending to be a NORMAL PERSON day after day is exhausting.

William Shakespeare wrote, "This above all: to thine ownself be true." Boy, did he nail it on the head!

Alot of us go through phases where we think we have to be, act, and look like everyone else in order to fit in. I tried it, and it didn't work. Now i realise God doesn't want an orchestra of identical instruments all playing the same tune, so i let go of the status quo and decided to just be me.

Besides, pretending to be a normal person day after day is exhausting!

smile to yourself

It's always happier to be able to do what u like, to go where u want and to think however u feel...rather than following others or believing that it's okay to sacrifice this time... I come to see that life is ultimately controlled by oneself, no one can control it for you and at the same time pleasing it... We don't usually own the best of everything..

I dearly understand that loving and giving are important ingredients in life... But if it's doing without being happy is like ordering flowers for yourself and be surprised when the florist sent it to your door... meaningless and futile.... It's surprisingly true that being simply happy can lead to longivity.. So don't love for the sake of loving, sacrifice for the sake of sacrificing and endure for the sake of enduring....Live the life you knw you'll look forward to and smile at it...

This is a new beginning...towards many things.. towards alot of people... towards myself....towards life....

Quote for today: The outer conditions of a person's life will always be found to reflect their inner beliefs.